Friday, May 30, 2008 {}
like i said before,
year 2008 is not a good year!
so many things had happened.
after grandmum's operation,
i thought bad stuffs are coming to an end.
but i'm wrong.
i'm really wrong.
now i'm facing a death of my loved one.
it happened so quickly,
that i don't have a second to react to his death.
he is not even 20.
1 year older than me.
i'm not going to see him again anymore.
cos he's gone forever.
another case of road traffic accident.
i'm not sure about what exactly happen.
that's all i know.
since young,
we always mix around.
but when we get older,
we lead our own life.
guess distance plays a part too.
i hardly could remember anything.
but the past memories kept flashing back in my mind.
then i realised,
i got back the past memories.
the last time i saw you is more than a year ago.
i have no news of you till today,
i received news about your death.
how i hope that i had talk to you more when the last time i see you,
but i didn't.
and i no longer can do that anymore.
facing reality is hard.
but i know i have to,
cos i'm not given any other choice.
you left us to another world of yours,
without saying anything.
it happened just so sudden.
i cried.
i'm mentally and physically break-down
i don't any extra energy to carry on.
i'm tired.
very tired...