Saturday, January 31, 2009 {} though i didn't cry for once thoughout my 3months of PRCP, mostly cos of the present i made for her. i really enjoyed my posting this round, and yesh,
alright.
i'm back to clean up my blog...
and it gonna be a damn long post FYI.
happy NIU year to everyone first.
i know is abit late,
but better than nothing right!
wahahahahahas.
:D
and yesh,
is new year.
which means i finished my PRCP,
my final attachment,
a 3months straight attachment.
so i'm considered as half graduated from NYP!
no more school, no more attachment.
what is coming up?
perhaps is work.
what i heard:
i might be starting work around end of march.
damn sad.
but it might not be,
cos i haven sign the employment form yet.
so let's wait and see.
okay, shall drag back to my prcp.
firstly,
just a few people that i would like to thank:
1. my dearest preceptor, rozainah aka G!
i shared the same preceptor with jenna, one of the NP girls who is doing her PRCP too!
something to admit: i don't like her at first!
- cos she is too strict, too fierce to me.
- she left me so helpless sometime during shift.
- i don't like the way/tone she talk to me.
BUT as it goes along,
- she is strict with me, cos she said i'm too playful.
- she left me helpless, perhaps i scared of her initially, so i will try to find out the answer by myself and remember it. is just another way for me to learn. she doesn't want to spoon-feed me.
- the way/tone she talked is like that, and that can't be change! HAHA
i work with jenna for the first 2months,
and i saw her cried for twice.
at first i tot G scolded her too harsh.
so i told myself that i won't cry no matter how harsh G scolded me.
then i realised is not, i know the reason behind.
just that G is more strict to jenna compared to me.
ever since jenna left the ward for her OT and ED attachment,
i was left alone with G and we got closer.
by then, i'm already used to her temper, the way she work, and her scolding as well.
and everyone was saying my attitude was similar to G! HAHA!
being too used to her,
i started to bargain with her sometimes.
and perhaps is also my last month of PRCP,
somehow she will give in to me sometimes.
but i know her limits,
so i have to stop before the line.
:D
but i made G cried on my last day!
i don't mean to, but i knew she will cry after reading the book...
is a normal hand-made book with what i want to say to her.
perhaps is the last page. WAHAHAHHAHAS
those who know should be laughing lah!
no matter what,
i'm thankful to have her as my preceptor.
and congratulation to her as she is getting married soon!
:D
2. my dearest half preceptor, shu qin!
as i said before, she is the one who teaches me when G is not around.
being a new staff as well,
we learned together.
when we faced a new problem, she was the one who find out the answer and tell me the solution, cos i was too busy with my in-charge work.
we worked together for my first 2months,
but not the last month, due to different shift plus she was having her AL.
we only worked together for one day on my last month!
but no matter what,
thanks for
- being the one who guides me along the way,
- being the one who listens to my problems,
- being the one who lend her locker for my camera,
- being the one who tolerated my attitude (just for once)
thanks for everything, shu qin!
though we might not the chance to work together in the future,
but i'm really glad to know you.
:D
3. the other 11 survivors!
mei leng, dahlia, weiyan, wawa, siti ayu, xu hong, hoi yan, zheng yong, adelina, mimi and archana.
and not to forget about jenna, shu fen and xi min too.
just being there to support one another to fight!
all the best to everyone.
and keep in touch!
cos we fought through the 3months together!
4. the staffs of ward 45, which includes
- grace, who always wanted me to write the whole story in my report.
- yajing, the one being forced to use left hand by parents! LOL
- wani, another left-hander.
- bernice, whom i took my 12 cases for the first time!
- jasmine, a fun and cute staff to work with.
- sister sharon, a cute sister who don't know how to start scolding people!
- joanne, a sweet and the one who cant act fierce! HAHA
- khad, joker!
- fadhillah, first to work with as in charge!
- suba, another cute EN who helped me to do changes.
- marlou, who i worked with the most being a junior in charge!
- baoyi, my sister!
and alot more!
that's all i guess.
and i'm even closer to baoyi now ever since we did our night shift together.
LOL! :)
i'm the white curry, while she is the black curry!
and all is because of G, our mum!
long story.
too lazy to type :)
those who knows, i guess is our "family members" only.
haha.
as compared to the previous time in the same ward.
perhaps the duration is longer,
and we got closer with the staffs this time round.
however, 50% of me doesn't want to come back,
while another half of me wanted to.
how confusing!
but no matter what,
i don't have the final say! :(
i'm having my holiday now!
wahahahahahas.
got alot of KIV programme.
just waiting to be confirm.
and ah ma going for another op again soon,
so everything can only confirm once ah ma's op appointment is settle!
meanwhile,
i shall slack my day at home to rot first.
and finally i have the time to do something for myself.
these few years,
i had been making cards for alot of people.
like friend's, classmates and mummy's birthdays, attachments for individual staffs and wards as well as for my sister's friend birthday.
but none is for myself!
and now when i wanted to do something for myself,
i'm lack of ideas.
i hate repeating designs.
:(
i'm in deep shit.
lol.
i shall see what i can do with all the art material i had now.
i shall stop buying papers for now!
and save some money~
anyway,
is late now. 0314 hours.
but who cares?
i graduated~!
i can sleep all day long!
and then help peixuan to finish up her videos!
till then,